arghhh

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

hhuh?
my face nk naik a small thing. uhuk. this is not me. not my licin kulit. nv on earth, nv once pn naik jerawat. ha3. ni sure coz my face tak bley adapt ngan facial baru. okla2 tak pakei dah. mengada btol le! heh. dats my obsession; ma face. he3. but of cos i wont wear any cosmetic nowadays. im too worth it to use them. nahh... one day.

kepala pn saket ni. ade ke bangun2 je dr tdo trus online. ish3. ape daa...
takpela. buhsan gak dok umah. asyek sidai baju. basuh pinggan. tdo. ha3. takpela.brape hr je tinggal. kang kat kolej lg byk mende kene buat. blajar, basuh baju, sidai baju,angkat baju,lipat baju,iron baju,simpan baju, pegi kuliah, lunch, bla,bla,bla....

lepas bukak u ni ade 2 event besar.
1st, kene handle dinner utk angkat sumpah abg2 pmu
2nd, g meeting alumni kao gambang
2-2 pn best. tp im afraid of my result.
n another thing. 3rd sem ade perkampungan utk ajkdasar utk pesta konvo ke-33
tp ade pra-praktikum plak. heh, mcm2.

ive got to maintain my result. dah dpt scholarship ni. if my result drop, abesla. mne nk korek duit? ma parents pn ade another 6 children. herm... ok kot if i amik lesen n beli a bike. weekends bule part time. tp nk part time katne? adeke kedai yg nk weekends part time? not sure.

rse cam byk mende sgt yg ade in my mind. rse tak terdaya nk pk n buat sumer. bt, thinking make me sick. my migrain accurs at that time. bt, w/o thinking, i wont be good n b nice 4 myself. tahla. ade pros n cons. mende2 ni takbley nk amik ringan. tahla. my another world pn i amik ringan. y on earth, i didnt hv d serious feeling to b a gud muslim?

being a muslim is not an heritage. its sth we shud discover by ourselves. its me dat halang mself to think n seek abt it. dunno y. i still wanna enjoy with life. to read comics, listen radio, doing bad chores, n all sort dat wud probably take me far enuff to b a gud muslim. i shud hv to sacrifice evryth to b a gud 1. dunno larr. serabut rsenye... help me plz...

okla.. enuff 4 now. ive things to settle dw.roger n out! c ya~!!