update la nyai~!

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

assalamualaikum.

ha, lame gell tak update. dekat 10 hari seyh. mendela aku neh.dah tuko layout. tp mls nk update. mmg malas gle neh. pasni baru nk buat touch up 4 d blog. nantila, biar abes satu2 baru plan yang laen. dulu pn dekat 3 bulan baru master satu mende. wut a slow learner. huh. tp takpe. slow2. then baru bule mantap. itupn kalo rajin.

hah. aku tgh tak phm hello tu menatang ape. bemi tarak, so nnt ble de pulang kne tanye ni.

hermmm. tarak mood plak. hari neh btol2 takde mood nk gune english.

arghhhhhh........ mlss~

td peterpan perform dlm juara lagu. hu3. lagu mungkin nanti. tak sebest lagu bintang d syurga. best seyh. smalam download soundtrack 'tentang dia'. tak tengok lagi. nantila beli vcd ke dvd ke. buleh layan hari2.

teringat time sekolah yang AADC tak kuar lagi kat malaysia, aku dah beli cd de. tayang kat hostel n tengok hari2 dowh. sumerang cam fan sgt. kaset aku rosak. ha3. takpe. hal sekolah. seronok tp menyakitkan.

okeh. nk blah. daaaeehhh~

no routine

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

hwemm... i decided not to tell abt my school routine. boring la. takkan hari2 nk cte mende yang same

called yeen jut now. it was a lovely conversation with her. lame gell tak sembang n byk gell mende yang nk di ceritakan. but then, abah keep on menjeling. so like, ive to cut off the chat. tahla. y on earth shud he be mad? yeen was my best buddy n i o her evryth. takpela lenkali i call her again gune public. mende la. nak marah pn tak bleh coz bukan aku yang bayo. ble nk abes blajar, then keje n then bule cal evry1 n not to worry abt d bills.

huh.

direct routine

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

dah lame tak update. ha3 bukan ade org bace pn kalo lambat update ye tak? ade ke? i doupt it.
oklah cte ape yang aku buat spjg ketidak online aku

last weekends that is on 8,9,10 n 11 i was on a trip to port dickson. yeah, i tuang 2 days of schooling. well, i was in an english workshop. i didn't ponteng on my own personel interest, excuse me...

8 april
sampai at pd around 11. kitorang sampai dulu, then baru urusetia. then we we're divided into groups n i didnt expect mamat kurus n me was in d same group. how awesome coz we both hv chemistry between us. bukan ape2, aku sng nk keje ngan de.
name of group: V-hunter [dat is act victory hunter, our kapten want it to be sth org tertanye2]
our motto: fight till d end
our song: v-hunter, we're fighter, v-hunter, eager for the power, bla,bla bla.. [xingat]
but then, i was in a great pain n cant perform our montage.
mlm ade games sket. just like d last english camp

9 april
bangun pagi n hv a nice warm shower.
continue xtvt. it was the same with last camp.
after asar, we went to d beach. ptg ni pnye xtvt mmg best. tower block!
we're given notes dan sum sort of infomation n we have to locate our own room with the details given. we hv to comunicate with others to get d right answer.
enjoy d game n afterwards we stroll beside d beach. d facis kasik g pasar mlm tp what a waste if the hotel kasik makan sedap n free plak tu.
ptg tu dinner kitorang adalah barbeque. mmg best.

10 april
pg suppose 2 hv xtvt bt, ceramah plak. sbb en zambri ade keje so de kne awalkan.
afterwards our lecture gave us their last word n some hamper for each group. v-hunter dpt title cheerful group. mlm pn ceramah. mmg best. a talk actually. from pn haryana che hussein. was a former ukm student n now she open her own bussiness. she had given us byk information. n 1 thing i like abt her is dat she's willing to help us throughtout marketing. she did analyse my handwriting n i was delightful to noe what am i. she's rite...

11 april
after 2 ceramah, we went back. that was then i knew that my father had an accident n it is quite bad. he broke his left leg n was unconcious after di langgar. langgar lari seyh... mmg org malaysian takde adab. adeke bapak aku yang dah tua n his motorbike yg sememangnye dah buruk tu de sanggup langgar~??!! R^&$(*^(^&($W@
balik secepat mungkin n tdo sepanjang mlm when i get home. penat beb!

overall, i was happy. very happy. jd mc yang agak nyai. lagi2 ble kantoi takde teks. pastu teks yang same. at last, ble last programme, kene gelak ngan derang. hu3. sbb nye derang dah tau flow text. he3.
secret admire note's tu pn cam best. they speak nice words abt me. teringat balik dulu kat jenan ade gak buat mende2 ni. heh.
d food was so nice.the place was so selesa. tp sejuk gell.
bdk2 best. sumer sporting. tarak malu la. skang cam dah hampir knal everyone in d family.

ok2 cte psl today plak. sepanjang hari dok kat pdg jd cikgu bantuan kecemasan utk kejohanan sepak takraw daerah. hu3. penat nk mati. naseb baik cikgu2 urusetia baek2 gell. bdk2 pn dengo ckp.

okla. byk plak. im going to watch tv. esok pengetua suro g shah alam. seminar islam hadhari.
mende la. okla tak kesah. kalo dok skolah pn tak byk mende
bubye

penat!

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

heh, hr ni dok kat sekolah till evening. im so tired n a bit exausted. feels like going to sleep skarang jugak n wake up again late at nite to iron baju 4 2moro n solat isya'. hermm.. being a teacher is kinda tiring.
so, how abt telling my daily routine at school, eh? do u think its interesting? bt, not today. i'll start in my next entry.[cam salah je ayat neh]

thanks for calling me 2nite. nth to talk coz i decided to chat with u at our lunch this friday b4 ur jumaat prayer. there's sth to ask n i hope we'll settle it. i just don think to hv any very very serious relationship with sumbody right now. bt, despite of kesusahan katak n seems like u do intent to teruskan, ill b ok.i only hv to totally be careful. we'll get through. insyallah

im so sorry if that hurts u. really didnt mean it. im still confuse n i think actually im still grieving n its hurt deep inside bcoz of my last relationship. its my fault. n i need time n sumbody to support throughout it.

hati-hati ble berkawan, jgn tersalah pilihan atau tersilap perhitungan, kelak menjadi padah.

well then, thanks 4 viewing.

hari yang tah hape2

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

hari ni prapratikum lapor diri. then diperkenalkan time perhmpunan. malu seyh..

enfir sent msg 2me. tatau nk rase ape. happy pn ade, rase saket pn ade.

baru sedar yang i o en m alot. he's a nice fren 2me. we cant b more than bestfren. kene terime kenyataan. biarlah. maybe he's not ready, o maybe he already have his own choice.

lepaskan. let him b free. ok inie?

ha3.

smalam tengok apprentice. suke sgt ngan show tu. pesal tak byk real show camtu. ni asyek nyanyi, then tah hape2 cam fear factor n survivor. but musim kali ni byk terlepas. keje kat ukm byk sgt. sampai tv pn tak tengok.

lesen dah siap. abah cam nk beli kreta tp i noe budget tak cukup. even our house tak install lg pagar. sedih tengok umah. i can do nth. but then, i cant run 4 ever.

suke dengar lagu adam ahmad. ske dengar jangan lafazkan kru, ske dengar kau kekasihku ct nurhaliza, ske dengar show me d meaning of being lonely bsb, ske dengar boulevard of broken dreams greenday, ske sgt dengar bunyi gitar n drum dlm boulevard of broken dreams, ske mcm2 asalkan mende tu bule buat aku nangis. ske nangis, rse lega nangis then tido. rse cam my suffer gone with d wind.

ok now gtg.

esok stat prapratikum

In The Name Of ALLAH The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

alo.. esok start pra pratikum... mendela.. takut seyh.. takut tak dpt buat yang terbaik. i need an A for this subject. so like, i must impress them, esp the head master. herm.. tahla cam senang, cam susah pn ade. sem 1 tak dpt dekan n i need 1st class honour. tahla impian n cita2 cam tinggi melangit. tpkan camne nk dpt if i have no hati yang bersih. tahla. tatau apsal asyek mengeluh. life is too short n harsh without god. but, i rarely think of HIM. he did gives me time to bertaubat n breathe, bt i myself don have the guts to do wut i suppose to do. i always have d time to enjoy life but not to enjoy prayer. hu3. wut a mess n a waste to have a hamba like me. ble nk berubah ni inie~?! berubah cepat. idup dah d mamah usia tp tak sedar2 gak. org laen biarla tamau sedar. we must change first before everyone else. shows an example 2 ur siblings.
babling without subject. dammit.